Subtotals - Kylee Style

As promised, here is my Subtotals

Number of state championships won: 2. Number of journals filled up: 1.75. Number of watches I own: 1. Number of near-death experiences: 1. Number of times I have known exactly what I want: 1. Number of colleges I applied to: 3. Number of colleges I got into: 3. Number of songs on my iTunes: 2922. Number of Facebook friends: 0. Number of classes passed: 306. Number of broken bones: 4. Number of blind dates: 1. Number of temples attended: 5. Number of times I have read the Harry Potter series all the way through: 11. Number of all-nighters pulled: 1. Number of times feelings acted upon: 449. Number of car wrecks, my fault: 2; not my fault: 2. Number of horses ridden: 17. Number of horses I have fallen off: 12. Number of proms attended: 3. Number of hospital visits: 5. Number of times I have wished I were someone else: 0. Number of times I've been told I have the prettiest eyes: 6,982. Number of dishes washed, by hand: 1,987; in dishwasher: 5,732. Number of songs memorized:156. Number of prayers said: 6,696. Number of prayers answered: 5,000 and counting. Number of callings held: 7. Number of times I forgot: 10,294. Number of siblings, full: 4; half: 4. Number of library runs: 882. Number of flips on trampolines: 943. Number of surgeries: 1. Number of sneezes, explosive: 2,800; suppressed: 1,000. Number of goals, soccer: 3; basketball: 80; lacrosse: 45; volleyball: 9; life: 54,982. Number of Pins pinned: 441 and counting. Number of Pandora stations, used: 5; forgotten: 12. Number of braids: 11,017. Number of textbooks bought, used: 20; forgotten: 13. Number of times donated hair: 3. Number of times donated blood: 0. Number of dogs: 2. Number of cell phones: 8. Number of iPods, lost: 1; stolen: 1; sold: 2. Number of times I've painted my fingernails: 622. Number of falls: 601. Number of letters sent: 82. Number of letters received: 64. Number of kisses, given: 44; received: 107. Number of Chemistry classes: 1. Number of Physics classes: 1. Number of Anthropology classes: 6. Number of times lost: 3,908. Number of baseball games watched: 362. Number of football games watched: 16. Number of miles traveled: 8,162. Number of candles bought: 1. Number of beds slept in: 15. Number of times peed my pants: 19. Number of lies told, major: 2; minor: 45. Number songs that remind me: 110. Number of hours spent in the basement of BS/PS: 100. Number of TV shows I watch: 0. Number of TV shows I wish I could watch: 3. Favorite number: 13. Number of weddings attended: 6.5. Number of times asked if I was a twin: 47. Number of times asked if I was a triplet: 22. Number of feet tall: 5'2". Number of days since I was home: 79. Number of states visited: 15. Number of countries visited: 3. Number of hangnails picked: 623. Number of blog posts: 61. Number of times said goodbye: 1 too many. 

General Conference 1993 & 1994

October 1993
A Mighty Change of Heart

April 1993
The Language of Prayer

October 1994
Importance of Receiving a Personal Testimony

April 1994
Decisions

Shmer mherrr herrmerurrrr

That is how i feel right now

i feel so much like that that i dont even care about punctuation or grammar rules or anything

so good luck reading this

sometimes the only thing that keeps me on my feet walking on or jamming on when i am listening to my ipod is the fact that time is moving

despite what it may feel like
like time isnt moving at all
like ive been in the same place doing the same thing for all of eternity
like i will continue in the same fashion for the rest of eternity
time is moving

thank goodness for that
time is passing

i dont really know why that is a comfort to me but it is
it really really is
why
i dunno

maybe its cause it means thanksgiving isnt 20 days away
its 19 days away
and then 18 days
and then 17 days
and then 16 days away
and then its here
so on so forth

and then after thanksgiving i can....
do the same thing for christmas

it really sucks actually

i am not living in the moment like i should be
i am not enjoying the here and now
i just want then to be now and now to be gone
when did that happen

lame
i should try to enjoy life more
cause it is stupid not enjoying it
you end up waiting for something and yet you have no clue what something is

enjoy the here and now folks
that is my advice

Patience

Continue in Patience

BAAH READ THAT. Read it. Now. Stop reading this and read that up there. Click it.



Did you do it???

k well now you can read this.

HOLY TOLEDO. THAT IS MY LIFE RIGHT NOW. SO MUCH.

WAITING IS HARD. BUT with God all things are possible. Even waiting for what seems like endless amounts of time.

I know what will eventually come will come but this whole "patient persistence" and enduring is tough stuff.



For now I am just....